I was feeling accomplished and happy this weekend!
I had spent some time playing with photos today and actually had the majority of a blog post typed! It included photos and notes and thoughts and ideas …
And then I didn’t save the draft.
And it was gone.
Just like that.
And life goes on.
So now here I am struggling to remember what I was trying to say – what I was trying to share – what is really important about the day and this stage of life in our household.
And I just can’t remember.
I write random things down nowadays – but so much more seldom than I used to and I know I’m missing lots of little things.
And I miss not having that be a normal part of my life.
At some point I need to accept the new “normal” in my life.
I can’t quite explain what it is yet, but this daily life that I am trying to live just does not feel normal or right … but it truly is my right now
And for having a “right now” I am thankful.